what i am ... is

i aint gonna change

cos i don't wanna

i like me just fine

you do too

as a matter of fact

you love me...

what i am ...is

i am the daughter of a god

you choose to be the son

of a bug pickin'

butt sniffin'

lower in the gene pool

animal.

is this why you snarl

at my faith in my Father and Brother?

because you cannot help yourself?

do you live by instinct?

siiigh

but i cannot help but

love you.

spiritually...

and alas...

earthly too.

you call me

a sympathy vulture

i guess t'would seem so

to you.

what i am ...is

i chose to write

instead of crying

i chose to bang the keys

instead of acting out

in anger and frustration.

my love for you

makes me smile, fills my heart

but...

i fart

in your general direction.

is that Darwinian enuff for you

my love?
~~~~~~~

hurt was activated

didnt take it well

october third 2007

far away from hell

b.


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